chocolate chip pancakes

tomorrow is november. time is moving quickly. i need to be out of this apartment by the end of the month. i need to have a job before i can apply for the new apartment. not a whole lot has changed besides the amount of pressure on me. i'll probably just "settle" for a seasonal job if nothing comes along in the nearest future, but i'm a little bit nervous that that type of job will have to start before i'd like it to. ideally, i'd like to work at msc for the rest of the month. but a mall type job will likely need me before thanksgiving. i am bummed that this phase in my life has to end soon. i made some positive changes (mentally/emotionally) but can't afford to live this way (happily) for long (financially). soon, i will move away, have a crap job, and leave my friends. can someone help put a more positive spin on this?

new day, same shit

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ugh.


i'm indecisive, afraid of committing to anything because i might end up hating it, and lost.


"real life" sucks.

little victories

i have an interview at university of rochester this week for a receptionist position in the dept of res life. if i can somehow pull off getting this job, we can move soon, and i can eventually get my master's degree from there for (almost) free. cross your fingers. and toes.