a penny

i think i'm smarter than people think i am.

suppose i kept on singing love songs

so, these past few weeks have been very fun-filled and social. i like it. a lot. i'll probably actually miss it here when we leave now. of course, you never know with the everchanging small town drama when it will all turn towards the other extreme. but for now, it's good. hanging out pretty much every night. having a "group" again. all good. mostly. over the past few days i've been back and forth between loving the small town and hating the small town. sometimes the gossip and the lack of privacy get tiring, but overall i'm going to try to keep the positive attitude.

in addition, a mini woo reunion was another great event as of late. got to read the quote book and a few happenings were just too good to pass up and got added to the book. good old ooc crew. i think i miss them more than i realize. and i wish i was as adventurous as some of them.


as previously stated, my last day at this dreadful job is september 7th. i am both excited and scared about that. excited because it is such a manipulative, fake, malisicious environment but scared because i don't have a new job and i'll be moving soon. however, i think it's a good move overall and try not to second guess myself too much. i don't think they realize how much they'll miss me or how much i do until i'm gone. i hope i can find the old gina. the one who was motivated, hard-working, dedicated, and busy. and not apathetic about almost everything. this job really has taken it's toll. in more ways than one.


♥ to ooc, nank, fam, mars as always, my nice coworkers, some of the guys, & sunshine.

ahem, *clears throat*

september 7, 2007!

yay! :)


♥

here's to the nights

i'm happy!


double fist pump with a paddle :)

i had a feeling i could be someone

i find it almost impossible nowadays to spend an entire day at work (only 7 hours in ***** time) without feeling like i'm going to fall asleep or wanting to skip out early so i can go fall asleep, or if nothing else, just get out of here. i have only been working for 5 hours today and i feel like i'm going to die. i worked on my one year performance evaluation today which was quite an interesting thing to attempt to do, for several reasons. one, i plan on giving 2 weeks notice on friday, so i don't exactly give a shit. two, i do, however, want to end on a decent note so i can't exactly be completely honest in this evaluation. three, it's all a bunch of bullshit. aka, "my goals for this upcoming year are to move out of here, find a job i actually like (or at least can coexist with), start on my master's so my brain no longer feels like mush, and leave you suckers in the dust." oops, did i say that out loud?

so, would you rather have to go to the dentist every day for a year or have to job search? now that's a tough one. i'm excited about getting out of this job and moving on and away (altho not far), but things have been really fun and good lately so i think i'm gonna miss it here more than i thought i would. all the bridges that were burned earlier in the year have been rebuilt and things are good. good. the amount of drama that accompanies small town life is matched by the same amount of comfort. which is much harder to replace, imho.

in other news, my sis is currently in miami at the american idol audition. i've been checking in on her a few times today. she hasn't sung yet, but has been at the arena since 5 am. she was telling me about all the crazy people there, such as banana suit man, superman, regular and black spiderman women, blue sequined shirt guy, and two sets of twins. i hope i see her on tv. even if its in a crowd of people or in the line or something. hopefully her 10 second audition goes well! go nanka! i'm a proud big sister :)

jack and beef stu got married this past weekend. it was a really nice wedding and jackie looked so pretty. super fun weekend all around that included sunbathing, noodleball, tennis, dranks, cigars, best men for some, and of course lots of dancing. altho i'm really not ready to get married, i've enjoyed the weddings this summer much more than i would've thought.




p.s. wii is 100 times more fun if played through a projector

say what's on your mind

dear work,


fuck you.


love, g

i'd rather be...

i am currently at work with nothing to do. a situation i often find myself in.

here is a list of 10 things i'd rather be doing.
(in no particular order)

1. sleeping
2. reading hp
3. eating dunkin donuts or something from sportos with bbq sauce
4. sitting on a beach
5. traveling europe
6. playing piano
7. roadtripping across the u.s.
8. getting a haircut
9. making out
10. getting another tattoo


that did not kill nearly as much time as i'd hoped.